Ugly Love

Ugly Love. Well. It tore me apart and made me feel so many emotions. I can't even get my thoughts to turn into words. When I started the book, I was so scared. We were reading about two love stories with the same guy and it was clear who he would've ended up with from page one.

But I was scared that since we read about Rachel from his POV and didn't really get much about Tate from him until the very end thus not really knowing how he really felt. I was scared that I'd like Rachel more, didn't happen. I ship Miles and Tate.

What bothered me a little was how fast Tate fell, I mean knowing there was no future, she didn't even try not to fall. She was deluding herself into believing he'd fall for her, I know he did and I love the story but I wish she was a little harder to get, especially in the end.

Should've have made him work for it. He said the wrong name. Should've made him grovel first.

I felt so sad when we learn about Miles' son dying. I expected it when we found out about the kid, I was kind of expecting a car crash too but never did I expect it to happen at the same time. I was thinking it would've been a miscarriage.

It's scary to think about what he felt for six years. He held his child in his arms and lost him the same night. And Rachel. How could she just up and leave? It wasn't his fault, and yes, she said she knew and she was just scared and confused but she shouldn't have left like that.

I don't like the "I'm liquid and Miles is solid" thing. To me, both partners should be solid. Again didn't make me love the story any less.

I love Ian. I love Corbin. I like that Corbin was such a protective big brother, I really like reading about those kinds of brothers for some reason. And the scene with Ian and Miles in the end when Ian is trying to get Miles to open his eyes was pretty great.

I also love Cap, I love how both Miles and Tate felt like they could confide in him. He was such a sweet old man.
I think Miles and Rachel both really needed that closure, in the end, to move on from happened and it made feel better to know he wasn't really hung up on Rachel, he was feeling guilty. Am I sick that I feel better about someone being in pain rather that in love with an ex?

It's just that I didn't want Miles to reject Tate because he loved Rachel. Knowing he thought he didn't have the right to be happy and that Tate did make him happy made me feel better.

This story was phenomenal and there were times it made my heart melt and times when I wanted to rip my hair off. Well overall, my heart is still healing with all the crazy thing the words did to me. And on top of that, I picked up November 9 soon after that and well. Same damn effect on me. Love the book but I hurt so much!

The beautiful moments do make up for the ugly love.